just so typical

Once I told you one of my fears is that through The Dua Journal, I will lift others up at the expense of my own faith and balance. ⠀
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Nowadays, through your positive responses, my fear is that I will be pronounced a total fake. People want to meet me in person and I'm scared that they have a certain expectation of me which I do not and will not meet.
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I'm no extraordinary person. My iman is not extraordinary. My skills are not extraordinary. I'm your typical quiet person who most of the time lives inside her own head. ⠀
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I'm your typical person who loves people and is curious to know their stories. I'm your typical person who is a little too straightforward. I'm your typical caring type that just wants to listen and thinks she should help.⠀
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I'm your typical person who reads a lot and avoids the book and stationary sections at the store to stop herself from buying more.
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I'm your typical person who loves a sip of coffee and gets way too excited about pretty dessert.
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I'm your typical person who yells at her kids then feels bad and hugs and kisses them way too many times. ⠀
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I'm your typical person who sometimes speaks before she thinks and thinks way too much about things she can't take back.
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I'm your typical person who giggles off the joke she didn't get. ⠀
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I'm your typical writer who knows how to arrange words to express her thoughts and feelings. ⠀
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I'm your typical person and I fear sometimes you may overestimate who or how I am. ⠀
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But one thing is true and most important to me, you get to know me from inside and you get know how simple I am and how pure I actively aim to be.